"now this is not to say, there never comes a day, i'll take my chances and start again,
and when I look behind, at all my younger times,
i'll have to thank the wrongs that led me to a love so strong."
So i've been thinking. I'm full of crap. I have flaws out the sleeves. There are so many things I have kept from women I like just so they could have liked me more. I have gone through many relationships just to be who I thought they wanted me to be at the time. Keeping little lies inside, just to realize that I am doing the most harm possible. It's far more harmful to be someone you're significant other has no idea you are than it is to admit that you're flawed. One day God is gonna put a woman in my life who not only has the nerve to whip me into shape, but also knows my faults and weaknesses and wouldn't have me without them. This is not saying I haven't met her already, it's only saying that i'll enjoy knowing when it's her.
